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i am a 45 yr old lifestyle submissive seeking the same in a dom 45+. im 5'3, 120 lbs, short pinkish hair, and can hold my own. you are 5'10 and up- be much bigger than me. i love all kink and am very s----l - and want/ need this outside of the bedroom as well.i thrive well in a high protocol dynamic laced well with the preverbial whips-n-chains, as i am a masochist.i need a connection that will inspire and provoke. we need to "get" why each other does this thing we do.i like to be controlled, that simple. i need a naturally dominant man to do this, and in all aspects of his life.im not easy. ill question you, and ill challenge you. i like extremes and pushing limits and a deeper connection than top and bottom is needed for that.
dominate my mind and the body will follow.im not new to this, but have been away from it for a few yearsim seeking a dom(/potential master) this makes sense to.in real life, im a recently divorced woman, no kids at home, professionally an artist/painter.
i believe strongly in god but dont like the word "christian", and all its connotations, so much. my d/s, m/s is spiritual to me and i seek to eventually incorporate religious play into things, though im not sure how. maybe you hsve an idea,
im 420 friendly, a light drinker, and general practitioner of debauchery who's very grateful for the concept of forgiveness i read, write, love animals, am a music fanatic, and am a fairly cerebral person....im a big exibitionist, in the proper circumstances, and am seeking somone who is active, or wants to be active, in the local kink community.annnd, finally- im not poly. think that about covers it?