Western75, 50

Thank you for taking the time to look at my profile. I am not particularly good at filling these things in as I find it hard to "sell" myself. However here goes and hopefully you'll still be with me at the end. I'm a 40 year old submissive man, 6ft tall, average build with blue eyes. I'd describe myself as Mr Average. I discovered b d s m just over 11 years ago and quickly came to realise that I am submissive. In point of fact I feel that I can trace this back to when I was a child and believe that I was born this way. Over time certain experiences have merely acted to reinforce this. When I discovered b d s m it suddenly made certain pieces of the puzzle fit into place and I regard myself as a true submissive. Once I had discovered b d s m I tentatively put my toe in the water with online chat and play before moving on to real time experiences with a Mistress. I discovered a great deal about myself both as a person and se---lly during this time. At this point it's important to say that I am married. I discovered b d s m after I married my wife and it was something that we had started to tentatively discuss as we always had an active and open minded S-- life. Unfortunately during this time she fell ill and was later diagnosed with MS which has nullified that side of our relationship. As we came to terms with her illness any thouyghts abotu b d s m etc quite rightly and naturally fell by the way side. However overtime I found myself with the normla urges that a young man has and found myself going online to chat with like minded people. I know this most likely makes me sound like a total bastard, which I fully appreciate as I foind myself from time to time thinking the same thng. It can be hard to have this separate and secret life when I love my wife. I love my vanilla life with my wife and I would never want that to end. By the same token I have a very real need to submit to a firm yet fair Mistress. The word limit stops me from saying all I want, but good luck to everyone.