Ownme35, 48

i am a slave....looking for her Master....
i am 100% drop dead serious as a heart attack real.
my ideal Master is one who is strict, assertive, aggressive, loving, controlling and dominant...one who I mesh with on a mental level as well as an emotional level on top of meshing with as far as where I want to go with this. i want a 24/7 TPE where he'd make the rules and i would obey. one in which i could have not just a lifestyle relationship with but that i could have a "regular" loving, romantic relationship HEAVILY BASED if not ALL of it, in the Lifestyle. ultimately, one with someone that would take this shell of a girl and mold her mentally and emotionally, AND physically (body mods, tattoos, piercings, b--bs etc) into the slave that HE wishes her to be. i want my Master, whomever it ends up being, to be proud to own this piece of property. to be his to do with whatever he wishes of me. to be the best slave that i can be. i want love, i want all of that. WITH someone in the lifestyle. i know what i need. and that’s to be owned, collared, slave to one Man that i can fall in love with and that He can and will love me too. i would like to be owned by someone who, as i said, will love me, possess me, collar me, own me and make me His. and perhaps, eventually marry. i seek someone who will use me, pass me around, perhaps maybe pimp me out to make them money...someone who would require me to strip again and give them everything i make. i want to have someone whom will want me to get HUGE implants. a tummy tuck, whatever their heart desires, to make me LOOK like the ----/whore that i am. i want them to pierce me, and i want someone to own me completely, control everything (aside from my girls, they aren’t a part of the equation). even down to micromanaging me. SOMETHING THAT IS NON NEGOTIABLE - i am a mother...i have kids .THEY ABSO----INGLUTLEY come before ANYTHING ELSE.yes, even YOU. i homeschool them, so they are with me 24/7 and yes, it CAN work, 24/7 WITH KIDS